So. Today. Holy shit today. Nothing really that excited happened today. I opened at work and I was in grill until 2, then I stayed until 4 to help out because there weren’t many people from 3-4, and they probably didn’t even really need me but whatever. I needed to make up the hours because yesterday I went home sick. Yeah ew, that was annoying. I threw up and felt like shit so they let me leave, but I wish I hadn’t been sick because I can’t afford losing the hours.
I really really desire to be a manager again. I decided I could wait it out before and that I might not even want to be one, but now I think I do. I have like, a lot of ideas and if I was in charge of (or just helped with) training I think I could get a lot of stuff done. I really just want everything to run smoothly with the training program and I really WANT to do it, and I think it’s important. So many people say that they weren’t trained correctly or they don’t know how to do something that should’ve been covered during training, well hello?! I want to make sure this stuff is getting done, and you know what, I wouldn’t even mind still doing a lot of training if I was a manager. That would be so cool, honestly. I just want some more responsibility, I feel like I do a lot for the store and I want to be able to have some management under my belt. Hopefully they’ll promote me soon. If not, I’m gonna talk to my manager and see what can be done, because if I’m not going to move up or move forward here then I don’t really know what I’m doing there.
I’ve been playing Saints Row The Third, it’s great so far. I love it, the customization is so much easier, cheating is way easier (because I don’t play all games for a “challenge”, I play them for the story and cheating as much as possible to have the most fun and most power of course), and everything is so fun. The missions so far have been really intense and I’m likin’ it, for sure.
Hmmm. What else to talk about?
I definitely see myself going to school soon. I feel like I’m just kind of drifting right now. Going to work, coming home, doing something unproductive. I’m idling through life right now. I need to have something to work towards, and up until now it’s been becoming a manager. That’s contingent upon whether or not I keep doing well and trying not to step on anyone else’s toes and all that jazz, so I just have to keep that a constant effort. I feel like I need something more to do with myself. I really want to take some writing classes and tweek my style, see what I can add to it, remove from it, and I’ll definitely learn a lot. I should look into that at MCC most likely.
Oh my gosh, Mandee comes home in 2 days and we get to be together in person again!!!! Yay! I’m so excited to be able to just touch her. I cannot wait! She said she saw someone with short hair that looked like me and she’s rethinking my idea of cutting my hair. I kind of want it short, like dyke short if you will. I’m not sure how it will look but what’s the harm in trying it out? Hair grows back! My hair grows pretty fast anyway, but I don’t know if I liked it if I would keep cutting it. I might think about that more when she’s here and convince her to be there with me when I do it so she won’t have to be surprised.
I’m done with this post now.